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12 April, 1998

The Poetry and Words
of

D. Michael McNamara

Mingled with the music of
Broca's Area
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 "bugs"
~~~~~~~~

i picked up hitchhiking iguanas on the interstate who discussed the delicacies of insects; how grasshoppers -- although rare during the day -- carry much more flavour  than flies and don't require as much salt as crickets, although they aren't as tender as fireflies. i fell in love with the north star because i could not see it while driving unless i leaned over to the passenger's side, and because all love should be something you must work and takes risks for. i talked to angels fallen from heaven and condemned to hell over sixty-nine cent bottomless cups of coffee and stale chesterfields in route-side truck stops in the middle of the desert where the salads come with cactus and you can order peyote on the side. i even spoke with a guy who claimed to be the heir to satan and he started rambling about the problems of immortality and lectured me on why napoleon failed and how if stalin and lenin lived during the same period that the soviet union would still be standing well beyond my lifetime. in the mountains i was raped by sunrise and thoughts straight from four a.m. henchmen or loan sharks, i suppose. i counted the days by the number of crows perched on my hood, who had followed me from the start. and i drove and i drove; i drove past knowledge and into sin, through life and into death. as i neared my destination,   white sea gulls appeared in the sky for each hour passed until they equalled the crows on my hood. and alas, i had met the sea.  here i met a man who displayed a gold front tooth when he smiled and, being the only other person present, i approached, smiled, and said that mine was only porcelain. "and to imagine that i came all this way to die,"  he said. "and to imagine that i came all this way to find out i'm dying," i replied. "still, that's no reason to drink alone, " he coughed as he bought me a drink.  and at the end of my journey, doing shots as the sun set with only the sea between us, even the seagulls were but shadows of black, silhouettes outlines against the sky i had followed.

"Predestination"
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Evolution
        I am a new man, and we are the victims.
Direction
        Facing Mexico, my horns cast shadows from the light of
        the sun bounced off of the moon.
Equality
        From the moon the Earth glows.
Illumine
        It is not something picked up by the senses, but a sort of static.
        A vibration.
        A spot on my body that I would itch even without the irritation.
Prompt
        I need your satellite smile.
        The gravity-free cavity in your chest.
Transmission
        If we pulled ourselves into the other we would still be outlines
        trying to be a solid.
Confrontation
        Certain stars meet again.
        Orbital patterns are like instinct.
        We knew we'd circle around and past but we never thought we
        would collide.
Shape
        Mass multiplied by form doubled by speed equals want.
Facade
        You have called me an antique cathedral waiting for prayer.
Fear
        Do not leave me.
Segue
        Warmer than my blood and colder than my hate.
        It is difficult being a misanthrope with you as part of this world.
Structure
        I will love you.


"Seventeen"
~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Been around this world
twenty-seven
times.
One.
time my
boat/plane/car
crashed.
Don't know where
I's going.
Now  ...
Hesitant
to go around.
Once
more.
upon a time
I found
a dime store
selling dollars
so I drank
(up)
and here I am.


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